wild knowing

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1:1 oracular mentorship & kinship for transformation, self-trust, and embracing possibility.

come home to yourself

There are times in our lives when we need someone to hold us as we learn to meet change,
call back our authority, and shed what is no longer supporting our bright becoming.

I created this container because it is the decolonial, expansive, loving space I wish I had when I started this journey of coming home to myself. A journey that is not about fixing, healing, or optimizing but about deeper devotion, compassion, relationship, and learning to listen to one’s heart and soul.

Maybe you're moving through a big transition. Maybe you've outgrown a way of being that used to feel like home. Maybe you’re struggling with an old pattern that you understand intellectually but can’t seem to alchemize.

Maybe there's a desire that won't leave you alone, a creative calling that keeps tapping you on the shoulder, or some quieter part of you that has been asking for your attention for a long time.

Maybe you are a recovering people peopler, someone feeling lost in the noise of the collective drama or in other’s expectations of you.

Maybe you just know that you're ready for something to shift.
Ready to step outside of the colonial paradigm of healing and into right relationship with the universe.

In this devotional & transformative space, we get curious about what is at the surface as well as what unmet needs, desires, fears, and beliefs are We create altars to your own heart, we develop your ability to navigate resonance, intuition, anxiety, and uncertainty. We follow a thread without needing to know where it's going to lead. We create rituals to hold you through the different passages we encounter. We leave room to listen to the mystery, to the mystical, the mundane, the body, the psyche, the cosmos, and the parts of you that make perfect sense and the parts that absolutely do not.

Together, we re-orient to your inner voice, your inner compass, and your path.

In this space, I am your guide, your kin, your anam cara — an ancient Gaelic phrase that translates literally to "soul friend" <3

WILD KNOWING is an intimate, bespoke companion for the devotional work of coming home to yourself, expanding your imagination, and returning to kinship with the many parts of self, world, universe.

We will uncover the things that have been waiting underneath the noise and collective drama: your desires, your intuition, your rhythm, your edges, your grief, your magic, your needs, your own very particular way of knowing.

I will pull in ritual, altar-building, somatics, magic, energy healing, shadow work, dream tending, coaching, psychic & intuitive development, channeling, the akasha, resonance, unmet needs, astrology, alchemy, earth reconnection, ancestral medicine, ancestor veneration, and many more tools to support you on your journey of reclaiming authorship of your own life.

what do we do here?

we untangle the threads, we re-weave, we listen, we surrender.

I don’t have a twelve-step process for becoming the person you’re supposed to be. There is no one-size-fits-all approach that works for everyone. That is why I have designed this container. I will meet you where you actually are, attune and listen to what is emerging, and with the help of our spiritual guides we will reach for the the necessary tools, practices, and questions.

You will dream.
You will converse with the shadow.
You will uncover unmet needs and develop new strategies to meet them.
You will sacrifice beliefs in order to entertain possibilities.
You will create altars and rituals.
You will experiment with practices.
You will learn how to dance at the intersection of paradox.
You will re-connect to your soul, to your spiritual center, to your path.
You will cut cords.
You will re-animate and re-enchant the world.
You will find your power.
You will make magic.
You will awaken and surrender.

We will work with what is most alive whether that be desire, grief, anger, creativity, resonance, intuition, boundaries, sexuality, spirituality, identity, or the stories you've inherited about who you're supposed to be. We will develop your ability to distinguish between anxiety, intuition, and resonance. We will learn to listen to what is only a whisper, to honor the intelligence of your emotions, and to make form of the nonsensical.

There is no prescribed path through this work.

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this is for you if you are...

  • ready for radical liberation and transformation (even if it feels a little scary)

  • curious about what becomes possible when you stop trying to have all the answers.

  • wanting to open and expand your capacity for both grief and wonder

  • learning to surrender to the truth that you are not broken and there is no destination of “healed”

  • excited to dance with nuance, paradox, complexity, the uncanny, and the impossible

  • excited to explore, expand, and experiment with esoteric tools and languages such as astrology, psychism, spirit-communication, the akasha, plant allies, ancestral veneration, etc.

  • interested in the ongoing work of decolonizing your inner and outer worlds through questioning inherited ideas about worth, success, productivity, healing, identity, and what it means to live a good life.

  • ready to develop a deeper relationship with your own knowing and to trust yourself enough to let that knowing change you.

this is not for you if you...

  • are looking for an external authority to give you the answers without developing the capacity to find them on your own

  • are looking for a formula or a prescribed path

  • don’t have the time, resources, or energy to commit yourself to daily devotions and experimenting with new practices

  • use spirituality, intuition, or self-development to bypass the messier parts of being human

  • are not ready to acknowledge, examine and disengage from the ways you are entangled with coloniality, white supremacy, and the patriarchy

  • are attached to a specific outcome and are unwilling to surrender a little to the process of change

  • want to stay exactly where you are while expecting your life to change around you.

what to expect

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This is a bespoke, relational container that takes form through listening.

The shape of our container might include monthly or biweekly mentorship sessions, energy work, custom lunar rituals, personalized reflection prompts, and support between sessions through text or voice notes. Some containers will be spacious and focused. Others will ask for more frequent contact and a deeper level of support.

The point isn’t to fit you into a package. It’s to create enough structure to actually support the work we’re here to do, within the constraints of your availability, commitment, and budget.

Below is a rough outline of how the container may be held. Following our intake call, I’ll offer a proposed container based on what you’re moving through, what you’re wanting, and the kind of support that feels most useful.

We'll begin with a 30-minute discovery call.

This is a chance for us to meet, talk about what's bringing you here, and get a sense of what you're moving through and what you're looking for.

I'll also use this time to answer any questions you have about the work and make sure the container feels like a good fit for both of us.

After our call, if you decide to move forward, I'll send over a more detailed intake form and propose a container that feels appropriate for your particular season.

Intake Form &
Discovery Call

We begin with an initiation and a 2-3 hour deep dive using energy work, ritual, and the birth chart and planets as guides. This is also where we start to really map the terrain, identify the threads, and establish the roots for our journey.

Initiation

Mentorship calls happen biweekly or monthly for 1-2 hours, depending on what your season has called for and what we have agreed on for the container.

We might spend a session uncovering unmet needs, meeting the shadow, developing your intuition, voicing desires, clearing energetic debris, working with the body, connecting to spirit guides, moving through a stage in the alchemical process, conversing with the shadow, shedding old narratives, tending to grief, exploring a creative or spiritual calling, or creating tangible, practical tools and practices to support you as you expand into your most luminous self.

Mentorship Calls

The work doesn't stop when we aren’t meeting face to face.

Depending on the container we create together and what you need, you will receive personalized guidance to experiment with, including rituals, altar building, guided meditations, somatic invitations, energy work, creative explorations, journaling prompts, or other practices to play with and try on between sessions.

Between Sessions

You'll have space to reach out between sessions through text or voice notes when something comes up that you need mentorship around. This might be an insight, a question, something you're working through, or something you want me to witness as it unfolds. I use intuitive guidance, decolonial coaching, deep listening, and channeled information to support whatever you bring.

I'll respond during my regular working hours, generally within 1–2 business days. We will go over details for how this works but please note this isn't intended as real-time or on-call support, but as another thread of our work together.

Text + Voice Note Support

what this work can open

This is an alchemical process.

The goal is for you to feel more connected to yourself— your desires, your intuition, your body, your creativity, your spirituality, your own particular way of knowing and to take action from that place of connection.

This is what self-trust looks like.

I can't promise you exactly what that will look like at the end of our time together. That depends on you.

If you are committed to this experimentation, you will change, which is to say, you will become more yourself.
And then, slowly or all at once, your life will start changing with you.
You will change your life.

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what i bring

I’ve spent the last six years figuring out how to use these different maps and tools to actually help people see themselves, understand their patterns, move through thresholds, and create change in a decolonial way. I have learned how to listen to the hidden, the mystery, the shadow, and the in-between, and to create catalysts for transformation, growth, and soul re-connection.

Through my own experience, through study and practice, and through hundreds of hours working with people in 1:1 spaces, I know how to get to the roots and rebuild.

A lot of this work has been an ongoing experiment. I’ve tried many many approaches, tools, and ways. I’ve explored modalities, philosophies, mythologies. I’ve developed practices and maps that have helped me navigate my own thresholds and that I’ve continued refining with clients over the years.

I bring a pretty wide toolkit to this work, including but not limited to:

  • Mythopoetics

  • Astrology

  • The Akasha

  • Ritual & Altar Creation

  • Spellwork

  • Dreaming/Dream tending

  • Psychic Attunement

  • Intuitive Development

  • Channeled Guidance

  • World-building & Storytelling

  • Poetry

  • Somatics

  • Shadow work

  • Parts/Inner Child Healing

  • Energy Work

  • Animism & Earth-Reconnection

  • Ancestral Relationship

  • Magic

I’m not interested in throwing every tool at every problem. Part of my expertise is knowing when to pull a card, when to look at a birth chart, when to work with the body, when to make a ritual, when to ask a question, and when to sit with something a little longer.

Perhaps most importantly, my approach is rooted in decoloniality.

I’m interested in what becomes possible when we loosen our grip on the stories we’ve inherited about who we’re supposed to be, and remember that we are not separate from the bodies, places, people, ancestors, spirits, and living world that shape us.

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the investment

These are ongoing sacred and relational containers with limited spots to keep the work sacred and expansive.

Mentorship begins at $900/month, with the overall investment depending on the length and shape of the container we create together.

I offer 3, 6, or 9 months commitments with options to evaluate and extend the relationship beyond that. The rhythm and level of support will vary depending on what you’re moving through, your budget, and your pace/rhythm.

We’ll talk about all of this during our discovery call. If it feels like a fit, I’ll come back to you with a proposed container, including the rhythm of our sessions, what support between sessions might look like, and the investment.

Payment can be made monthly or in full.

Let’s begin.

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what it is like to work with me

  • Niccole P.

    “Having a reading with Bella felt like talking to an old friend. She's incredibly perceptive, the wisdom that comes through and from her is infused in kindness and accuracy. She's incredible at opening and holding a nurturing space where one feels welcome and safe.

    During the session I gained confirmation, encouragement and most importantly clarity. I feel much more certain of my path and the steps I need to take. There were even certain questions in my heart that I didn't phrase and even those doubts were answered.

    The feeling that has stayed with me after the session is a deep trust in myself and the universe, which comes directly from the clarity and knowledge that Bella facilitated <3”

  • Susan Zimmerman

    “The session was really calm, and magical. Bella kept surprising me (in a positive way) by how on point she could tune into what I was going through, and they were able to create a beautiful space, where I felt held, and heard. A big block was lifted for me.

    It was a beautiful session! Like I said, it was pure magic. I am so happy that I booked!”

  • Dre A.

    “I trust my intuition when I feel drawn towards someone's work, since it doesn't happen terribly often. But especially if the "draw" feels more reflective, like a still water or a mirror, rather than highly activating. Which is also how I would describe how this session felt - a clear still water staring back

    I wasn't really sure what to expect, tbh. But I wasn't expecting how easeful it was for me to feel comfortable processing in real time and taking up as much space as I did - but I'm very glad I did because the juicy medicine really came from that back and forth.

    "The Heartline" is a testament to Bella's sincere ability to space hold and facilitate growth, even when that growth is through cracks in pavement rather than fertilized soil.”

  • R. C.

    “Bella was immediately spot-on. They tuned into what was going on with my business, what we do, and the current predicament I am facing without me saying a word about it. They were able to be more than a mirror, they helped me see beyond what I was aware of and transform it.

    After the session, I felt so clear for the first time in a long while. I felt this overwhelming sense of love and connection to divine intelligence.

    I didn’t really know what to expect but I was really drawn to Bella’s approach and poetry.

    It ended up being a truly magical experience that I will never forget. I feel tremendous relief.”

  • M. M.

    “Bella is an incredibly special person. Their writing is what first introduced me to their work and I felt a strong kinship to them. When I finally got the opportunity to sit with Bella 1:1 for a reading, I was immediately blown away. For real. She is exactly who she says she is and more.

    I really loved the tone of the session and I definitely felt witnessed, seen, held, and respected. It was easy to open up, like talking to a dear friend.

    After the session, I was amazed at how the many different layers of what was spoken about continued to make more and more sense. During the week, I kept hearing Bella’s words echoing in my mind. It was cool.

    Bella’s ethos, poetry, and big heart is felt in every thing she touches. I recommend a session, even if you are unsure of what you need support on, Bella will speak to exactly what you need even in ways you won’t immediately understand.”

  • Emma M.

    “I had never done a platica or really knew what to expect but it was exactly what I needed and very therapeutic.

    Bella was like this psychic, mysterious, alchemical mirror. She was able to hear beyond what I was saying and connect the dots for things that I have been struggling with for years but hadn’t connected.

    There was something special about the conversational aspect of the reading that I really appreciated. 10/10 experience.”

  • Beatrix Jasper

    “I would highly recommend a reading from Bella.

    If you're feeling lost and overwhelmed or too close to a situation to look into it for yourself Bella will have your back and gently guide you through exactly where the energy lies so you can move forward with clarity and reassurance.”

  • K.L.

    “Bella is a catalyst & a wise guide. She has the power to shine the light right on what has been hidden, in the most loving and compassionate way.”